Dark Nights

Surrounded by many faces, many people, leading many lives, leading many relations. She is one in the crowd…Apparently, She is not at all alone..

The first glance will give someone a naughty, bubby-bubbly, happy-go-lucky kidda of looks. Grouped in, teamed with girls and guys… How can be she excluded… but, only she knows what she is missing all together…The truth of her barrenness..

She cares for all…but there is no one to take care of her…She gives tips to all her friends how to make their love feel special…but there is no one to make her feel special…She dreams and dreams a lot…but there is no one who could dream about her..She puts her arms open wide to absorb other`s pain…but there is no arm which can give her a pleasant hug whenever she is alone and dry.

She laughs a loud…She giggles…her ever-smiling attitude is appreciated…but its only known by her that  this smile is of no use…all in vain…it never captures any one`s attention..

There is ample pain in every moment…questioning about the individuality…what is the fault…where the lacunae are.. or is she destined to be unpaired….and the pain amplify days by days…seasons by seasons and years by years and hence become the constant part of life..

Thus, one has to accept forcefully or silently that God forgets or misses to create the twin soul…but, still  her adamant soul is wandering and craving, in search of her mystic being , thought it knows the verisimilitude …and every time indulging the disappointment as when the mask is uplifted and she finds a void…only existence of cellular matters…

Painful, agonizing and unpleasant … she is left all alone..Hopeless and helpless…no one to listen to her words..wipes her tears…and runs fingers across  her hair to  make her sleep and takes a journey to an endless dream  at late dark nights….