Let’s Celebrate the Bad Times….

When every second is going against you

When every moment is testing you…..

When life becomes a punishment

When nobody respects your sentiments….

When people you adore, turn their faces back
When love and care in life, you lack….

 When you feel to be restless

 When you feel to be baseless….

When you become unstable
When you become despicable….

When your talk is a matter of ignorance

When you are beyond the extreme patience…..

When world laughs at you
When there is no one to stand beside you….

When your innocence has been paralyzed
When your originality become victimized….

When people take you for granted
When every outcome has been taunted….

When your smile becomes a liability
When questions arise on your personality……

When your existence becomes the matter of humiliation
When your significance becomes the matter of deception…..

When you bleed with betrayal and pain
When you become perplexed and insane…..

When you lose your trust from God
When all prayers seem to be void and fraud…..

When there is conspiracy all around
When your individuality is falling down….

When your mind is webbed with sadness and unhappiness
When you are lost in dark and darkness….

When you are pointed out at every step, every action
When there is no peace of mind, no satisfaction……

When they make fun out of your failures and disabilities
When you are away from every priority….

When tears have stopped coming out of your eyes
When your charm , your soberness dries….

When you become the function of monotony
When you become the slave of agony….

When you are living ,dead inside
When you have no urge to survive……

But…..then suddenly…out of everything, the dead soul becomes alive….
and says..“Chillax Sweety....Everything is goanna be all fine…
Let`s celebrate the bad times…..!!!!”

Give me a Break..

Hello Honey..Give me a Big Break…J J

Man ~o ~Man….Please… beg of you people..Change the way of your thinking and modify the mind-set….If someone makes a call late at night or show some concern..It does not always mean that fellow is having some feelings….or falling for you…This is not the way…and please do accept this…It is absolutely done on the humanitarian basis…

The World may consider you smart, handsome, good-looking, lively, hunk etc etc. and it may also be very possible that many female creatures are smitten by you or appreciate you or your presence makes them go crazy…but hello..Honey….this time, sorry….”You are unable to steal the Show…!!” You have come across an exclusive creature… girl is different man… who puts  more emphasis  on human side (appreciates the inner side of a human being and not the fallacious externalities )….and she proudly declares that…she is in love with that human being (her soul mate/her to be  husband)…whom she has never met..or never seen…never interacted..even, she doesn’t know who is that creature…but, Still she finds herself deeply connected with him and that’s why she tends to avoid any kind of non-sense indulging.

Also, she finds it very irritating if someone shows hyper-typical abnormal and peculiar behavior…like not receiving the calls..or not replying the messages..or pretending and acting to be busy..Or in all makes the understanding of ignorance (in order to measure the degree of importance in life...!!!~~WTH~~)…and according to Newton`s III Law:  all these actions make the associated fellow to give or show an opposite reaction…like to become more concern or to think what`s wrong…why he is doing like this or that and all days & nights only thinking about….#$$**(This is an assumption given by some of my friends when they are in love or so..**$#)

But, my dear being…This time… Mind You..Honey..The Law fails like hell….Because …This girl neither adores or thinks of your importance…This girl will give you a damn…She doesn’t want to be friendly with such species who are so annoying in behavior....so honey..try to capture some other female creatures and show these abnormal behaviors to them..The show is over my dear…This is not the site where you can able to park your car..It’s absolutely a “NO-PARKING ZONE”!!!
So…in the end…morale of the story is………..
“In case anyone is normal then she can be good & sweet ...And take him/her in her territory of friendship…so if you are Normal..then let her know…otherwise..Honey let it go…!!! J J J” 

...Only Me...

Only Me…!!!

No chain, no bond can ever capture me…
I am made to be and set to be free…
I can never be a function of circumstances….
I will cross all the boundaries..all the fences....

Changes I do accept and adapt…
 which are appropriate and apt
The me inside me is authentic and innocent
 it is humble….it is confident
What I want, the way I want..I make it stay…
otherwise I make it over, let it move away....
No celestial motion can certify my credibility….
I am the supreme of all my ability
Designer and creator of my own destiny….
I am different, an exclusive entity
A guide to the unexplored depths..
I am the conscience, I am the faith….

 It may take time, or even it may be  late…
But still, I do have trust on my fate
No matter..how hard it is to survive…
Many dramas persisting in the life
But..still I will glitter, I will smile..
and brighten my way as early morning`s sunshine….

The energy of universe resides inside…
It enlightens my soul and makes me bright
However difficult and critical the situations are…
However endless journey is, destination may be very far
 I will never give up and fight till the end
 and I know I will always win and I will always gain…

Dark Nights

Surrounded by many faces, many people, leading many lives, leading many relations. She is one in the crowd…Apparently, She is not at all alone..

The first glance will give someone a naughty, bubby-bubbly, happy-go-lucky kidda of looks. Grouped in, teamed with girls and guys… How can be she excluded… but, only she knows what she is missing all together…The truth of her barrenness..

She cares for all…but there is no one to take care of her…She gives tips to all her friends how to make their love feel special…but there is no one to make her feel special…She dreams and dreams a lot…but there is no one who could dream about her..She puts her arms open wide to absorb other`s pain…but there is no arm which can give her a pleasant hug whenever she is alone and dry.

She laughs a loud…She giggles…her ever-smiling attitude is appreciated…but its only known by her that  this smile is of no use…all in vain…it never captures any one`s attention..

There is ample pain in every moment…questioning about the individuality…what is the fault…where the lacunae are.. or is she destined to be unpaired….and the pain amplify days by days…seasons by seasons and years by years and hence become the constant part of life..

Thus, one has to accept forcefully or silently that God forgets or misses to create the twin soul…but, still  her adamant soul is wandering and craving, in search of her mystic being , thought it knows the verisimilitude …and every time indulging the disappointment as when the mask is uplifted and she finds a void…only existence of cellular matters…

Painful, agonizing and unpleasant … she is left all alone..Hopeless and helpless…no one to listen to her words..wipes her tears…and runs fingers across  her hair to  make her sleep and takes a journey to an endless dream  at late dark nights….

Dilemma..!!

Dilemma

God has created your mirror image… how can it be when you come across with such a parallel soul …

Whom you want to retain…Whom you want to hold.. ...

But here..it is only a mirror image…which can never be real… 

or perhaves,we are afraid of the consequences of reality…

And hence, every time when we talk about practicality… ..

...still the heart with the heart has many dreams..many desires…many thoughts..many conversations.. 

Some rational…Some irrational …

But all restrict between the heart, mind and soul… 

Within you..they only sprout and never presume to come out.. 

then gradually and then forcefully the feelings are made to sublime..

Since you know it is a mirror image…which can only be seen 

..and far beyond to touch and feel… 

But you spend day after day…repeating the words which you can never dare to say.. 

Still wishing a hope against the hope..that everything that are wished, could come true… 

Because We know, there can never ever be another You…

Hating The Concept Of Arrange Marriage

I hate this concept of “Arrange Marriage”… I find it ridiculous, irritating…frustrating and less appreciating…The journey to search the soul-mate through this system is just logic less and hilarious…. L  But, what to do…according to the Indian Standards I am at par or beyond the marriageable age, so now it is the peak time…and I am totally helpless since I am not blessed with some one`s attention or love L. Hence, I don`t have any other way out…no escape and even if I try …I will be trapped by the emotional web of my family members..!!! L Unlucky Girl…!!!Another reason which makes me to hate this concept is- it will make you an option…and especially it sucks when the people are amongst those who don`t deserves you.

Then comes.. the “Query Phase”…all meaningless, obtuse…insane wringing which will perplexed you and makes you out of mind and have a traumatizing after effects…
The first requirement  of these vacuous  imbecilic …is the look…first thing that one will noticed in matrimony sites or advertisement is” Looks of a Girl- should be beautiful” and I proudly accept that I am not amongst those beautiful girls with fair complexion, red lips, rosy cheeks , tall , super model type attitude but yes..I am symmetrical and for that I need not any certification no proof. I may be substandard regarding the beauty criteria but I am happy with all the appreciation that I get for my smile. I proudly announce that I AM NOT BEAUTIFUL….and for that I ROCK…

Then it comes about the family. What class do you belong??.And I would say “SIMPLE CLASS with FAMILY MEMBERS who ARE NORMAL HUMAN ENTITIES”. At least we do not show what we are not…we are literate and we are beings who are connected with each other straight from heart. Usually, in this journey one will come across these pretentious and abnormal creatures who will talk about their so called family (fallacious)-standards but lack the ‘love and respect’ that a happy family must possess.

And next, they will question about my daddy, since I am a posthumous child. It’s not my fault but my fate…My daddy is no more but he is still existing in my mummy`s love…he is existing within me, I am carrying his genes and showing the similar traits. If he would be with us, we could lead a different life..But it’s all fate and we need to move on accordingly. But, I know, wherever in this universe my daddy exists, he is definitely proud of me and so do I.
the next mark ..Mom..yes my mummy is not attuned with her health. She may be weak but, she is a lady with strong will power.  A lady who scarified her whole life for healthy upbringing of her child. A beautiful lady, a wonderful person  whom one must place next to God.

Further, these creatures are not satisfied and landed with more and more intellectual question-about the studies. Life is advancing, world is advancing, Education is advancing. So, if the IIT is providing an authentic HR degree…what`s the big and unusual deal in that.. and why people are so concern with the name of the degree…What can I do, if the degree is called M.Tech in HR. In this case I have only one thing to say-Please contact…Dept of HSS, IIT-Kgp. You will get the clarification.

I am really fed up with all these patterned questions which these brain-dead, ostentatious bong guys n their families usually try to figure out….these prototypes should be  grouped together and put under species called TB-Species(Typical Bongs)…and I proudly make the declaration that I would prefer to be single than to get committed with these awful abnormals..and these creatures do not deserve the girls like us who are not  only wonderful souls ..But also possess an eternal inner beauty which enhance with aging…!!!

 PS: People who are not in love..please go and get someone in your life...!!! All these steps in  arrange marriage are really very annoying...

My Soul Mate

My Soul Mate

The celebrating presence-his existence
“My man of substance”
A true companion..A true friend
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The smile-which makes me alive
The warmth of arm-the naughty charm
The roses and the proposal
The rain and the closer
The divine touch-The soulful merge
The care….The affection
Its all his attention
Deep emotions…deepest passion
My desire-the burning fire….

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But, here I am..unrecognized and unknown
In the kingdom of Eros..
Someone (God) played it so unfair….
making me lonely… explicitly unpaired
Empty and vacant
Always feeling his absence
All devoid- nothing to rejoice…

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It’s already so late…
then, why does the heart wait..??
I don’t show-but I know
I am aging-still hoping
Someday….something unexpecting
The true love`s kiss-that I miss
From dusk to dawn
years and years…..so long

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My man….The man…Only man..
Comes out from the dreamland
and..holds my hand
Be it a serendipity- a splendid beauty
Be it a miracle, be it a magic
Be it a fragrance…be it a frolic
One who makes life worth living
not merely just surviving
The madness.. the innocence-creates a spark
that will enlighten the dark…
to celebrate his presence….his existence
Till date..I wait..My Soul mate…
…..Forever-let takes me inside
…..Forever-let I stay beside…

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